yea... life is... rising? quickly... ok, time to go make a shadowrun adventure and think about life as I know it...

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Seeing Double at the Triple Rock

I am INSANE right now. I had a tiring day, following with a tiring night. I wanna cuddle.

Yea, life is good, for the most part. Could be better, but then again, when couldnt life be better? Yea... busy week ahead. Gonna be doing things(social things) all week long.
Monday-gaming
Tuesday-soccer
Wednesday- gaming
Thursday-soccer
Friday-pool


Sorta strange... because normally I NEVER get out of the house/be active and social... this week I am doing things that range from being the best kind of nerd to being physically active with people.

Yep. Still sorta shootin and missin with girls, but meh, if I shoot enough I have to hit sometime...

Got this Sarah girl that is nearly perfect for me... shes into punk music, she likes me, and she doesnt believe in god. Then again, their's Carly whose pretty amazing, but I dont think she likes me... Then theirs Jenna(walton) who I like, and know that she doesnt like me... she the exact opposite of what I normally go for... strange. Yep, and a few others, one of them is bound to like/want to date me. Yea, there are a FEW others, those are just the main ones right now...

Yep, well sleep time.

Current Mood: happy

Yea... life is better. Not "good", but better.

Yea I officially cut Annie out of my life today... talked to her on aim and was like "Its all or nothing." She choose nothing, so I blocked her aim,  deleted all of her numbers from any sort of address book I have, and told her I would make a point not to talk to her... It hurt myself, and I know it hurt her, but it had to be done. I dont hate her, but she is no longer anything in my life. I feel pretty good, yet at the same time I feel like shit.
So time to go to sleep and hope I wake up happy. In truth, I really dont know.

Current Mood: content

Meh, life is up, life is down. Oh well. Quit WoW.... again. Might play Eve-Online or DAoC. I dont like this house, I dont like some of the people in this house, I need a girlfriend. People need to fucking lightin up. Ok, so I stayed up til 4 in the morning, is that need to flip out and scream?

Supper time, trystan is a brat.

Ok. I feel like the biggest asshole in world at the moment. I dropped my brothers guitar on the ground, well I knocked it over. I feel like a dick, and he is probally really pissed at me. So now I am worried that I might of broke it, in which case I will spend the rest of the summer in pain, and the deep horrible feeling of guilt....

time to study for 3 extremely hard test.

Meh.

Ya know, I have the normal problems and normal solutions. Gotta girl that doesnt like me, but I like her. I got a girl I like, that likes me. I got a girl that I dont like, but she likes me. Same ol' problems, with same ol' solutions. Seems like I keep repeating this process. Kinda strange in my opionion... I think evil forces are at work here. I might be wrong, but I think I seem a slight smell of drama about my life. I know, seems like I'm paranoid, but I think drama follows me around, and watchs me when I'm alone, and it calls to me in my sleep and says stuff like
 "You wantsssss to like hersssss. Dontssss go afterssss the onessss that likessss you, fallssssss for the onessss that doesntsssss like youssss".

No there is nothing wrong with me, I hear this drama thing, it follows me. I know it follows me.
In fact.... it might be watching me right now....
*darts eye's around room*
Nope, I think I'm safe... I hope.

This drama monster is like the faces in my sheets, funny when talking to other people, but when its there.... its not so funny.

(but really though, I havent gone crazy.... well besides the faces in my sheets..... I always thought it was because I have a great imagination, but any more I'm not so sure.....)

Current Music: Pain-Three Day's Grace

So um, I had an interesting day. There was a lan party at Ryne Booth's house. I get there about 5:30 and play some video games with Dale, Dominic, and Ryne. Otherwise we didnt actually start the "party",which was gonna be 2-3 teams of 4 against each other. At about 7ish some random girl walks through the door... Ryne's eyes go wide, and she is like "We thought you'd do something like this". Ryne is like "Oh shit, you guys arnt supposed to be home til tomorrow".

So after moving the lan party to Scott's house we just decided not to have it, because Ryne was screwed over anyways. So now he is most likely dead from his parents killing him. His dad looked so pissed.


Yep, pretty dramatic as far as my day goes. Besides that, not much else happened. I am still debating on weither I should go for Annie. Not in an over-dramatic "omg, I love her" kinda way, just in a "..... is she worth it?" kinda way. Most likely not.

As far as other girls.... Tessa is a defite possiblety. She is pretty, smart, not a bitch, and I can hold a conversation with her for longer than 5 minutes that doesnt consist of "OMG, yesterday Lindsy and me.... blah blah blah". 

Ok, it is 3:38 AM and I Am tired as hell, so its time to sleep. Stayed up and played BF2 with Kevin til about 1ish, then I watched 28 Days Later. Good movie, pretty sweet. Maybe I am pessimistic person(ok, I am =)), but last I checked something like that could ultimately be the fall of human kind. A disease so contagious, and fatal(or mind altering) that we dont have enough time to create a cure, or vacceen. Within weeks in could spread accross the spand of the oceans. Although SAR's was mostly contained to Asia, we still had a few outbreaks in other places... Now think of something like that, but much more contagious. Within months it could destroy a good deal of the human population, and within years humans would only remain in small groups. Even if 1 billion people were to survive it, that would still only be 1/6 of the current population. Even if 1 billion people did survive, many million more would die in the chaos.


Oh, sorry about that, I am tired as hell. Adventure ideas I guess =)
[no Marc there is not going to be anything like that in my game]

Yo Marc, I am not gonna be able to game friday.... gotta lan party. Not so sure if I can go yet, but hopefully. Now, sat is free.


Only 10 more days of school including tomorrow. So even if we dont game this weekend, we got all summer. I actually plan on being active this summer.... but I also wanna play WoW.